December 2009
52 posts
thanks venimosensondepaz ! ;)
“I think i should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my...”
– Sean Matthew Foreman, Nathaniel Waren Seth Motte, Katy Perry
halt.
MND:: there’s always this time of the week when they feel they should come into my head and give me delirious reasons on why i shouldn’t do this and that. it’s like they are trying to deprive me from self-assurance and freedom. i hate it. often it gives me an unpleasant sensation is my stomach. undying nausea (!)
i sort of wish i had superpowers; and strength would be one of...
“We got a little world of our own.”
– Westlife
coma.
i’m losing priority and it’s like i’ve no control over this.
i wake up at ten and stare at the ceiling for about an hour before i actually bother to lift my bones because my mother has once told me that too much rest could kill you. i walk around the place like it’s some strange cell and wonder about too many things at once. i gain some energy to call H and we talk like we...
“Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The...”
– Pete Wentz (via kaprizka)
Seth Cohen: I like to think i can convey everything with a look.
Kirsten Cohen: Well, you look adorable!
Seth Cohen: No.
Kirsten Cohen: Cute?
Seth Cohen: No.
Kirsten Cohen: Dope?
Seth Cohen: No.
Kirsten Cohen: Rad?
Seth Cohen: Please, please, this is so painful for me!
Kirsten Cohen: Hey Sandy, doesn't Seth look rad?
Sandy Cohen: Oh, you do look rad! Mad props son!
reach.
my toes are freezing. my legs are numb. my arms are dropping. my bones are dead. my head is spinning. my eyes are closing. my throat is drying. my lips are cracking. my forehead is boiling. my stomach is churning. my back is aching. my heart is still. see what happens when you dissapear? i need you. always.
“So what if it hurts me? So what if i break down? So what if this world just...”
– Leona Lewis
loop.
wahhhhahah-
woke up pretty early today about 1000 and went straight downstairs to get some milk to start my day. ate some good breakfast and hit the showers. donned some jeans and a rolling stones tee and went walking around the house aimlessly. skipped lunch and got to the library a little later than 200. owhmyeffinggawd- it was excrutiating -_-‘ four hours sitting on one stool and reading...
“Because I can’t face the evening straight, and you can’t offer me...”
– Thom Yorke
jagger.
alright well now i totally have no idea what is happening to me. it’s either i’m getting attacked by extreme moodswings or just down for a reason i don’t know -_-’ i am losing my mind.
woke up really late today and felt as dead as a corpse. there is a constant reminder in my head telling me i have work to do. i managed one thumbnail. one miserable thumbnail- when i was...
I remember what you wore on our first day. You came into my life and i thought “Hey. You know, this could be something.” Because when i close my eyes and drift away, i think of you and everything’s okay.
clouds.
woohoo, oh yeah, shake it. i g o t m y e a r r i n g s :)
went to Orang Utan with D last night and walked around like a maniac just looking for the damned ear pieces. bought the first one i saw at last :D “WHITE KA PINK?!” haha. we headed to F21 to get R’s birthday present. that was another episode. wanted to get her a fragrance but was short and was only able to afford a...
vivaciousness.
i overslept and woke up late today ;( i hope M does not notice this.
finally got the invites/tickets from the printers. they turned out a little too thin :| but anyway, there’s pretty much nothing i can do about this anymore. it is what it is. so don’t complain if they rip or bend and become ugly. i’ve done my best and M likes it :) that’s probably more important than...
“We will never sleep, ‘cause sleep is for the weak. And we will never rest,...”
– Diamonds Aren’t Forever
i woke up, and wished that i was dead. with an aching in my head, i lay motionless in bed. i thought of you, and where you’d gone.
and the world spins madly on-
“I love thee to the depth and breadth and height my soul can reach. I love thee...”
– Elizabeth Barrett Browning
